What I'm Thankful For

One week from today is Thanksgiving. It's hard to believe it is already that time of the year again! The time when families come together, food is abundant, and bargains are everywhere! As hard as this year has been for me, I am trying to stay positive and look at all the things that I have in my life. And, there really are many!

I wrote many rough drafts of this blog, but I finally decided that short and to the point was better than a long drawn out explanation. No one likes to read something that is too wordy..especially me! So, here goes! And this is not necessarily in any particular order!! :)

1. My family. I don't know where I would be without you guys. You have always been there for me, this past year more than ever. Words cannot even express what you all mean to me. I am very blessed to have you all in my life! We lost Lacey this year which was (and is still) extremely tough. But we had each each other to help us get through it.

2. Brian. For the past 3 1/2 years, he has made me happier than I have ever been. He has supported me through everything and is always there to lift my spirits. He is truly my soul mate and I am so lucky that we found each other.

3. Beth. My BFF forever and always. Almost 20 years we have been best friends. I cannot imagine her not being part of my life. We have seen each other through so much over the years and she has helped me become the person I am today.

4. My health. This is a sketchy one, but even though I recently got diagnosed with a life changing condtion, I am thankful that it is something that can be dealt with without too much trouble.

5. Food, shelter, and clothing. Pretty much explanatory!

6. My job. Even though I don't particularly like my job anymore, I am thankful that I AM working right now. Many out there are not.

Have a great Thanksgiving and think about all of the things you are thankful for!

I'm much to young to feel this damn old!

30 isn't that old, is it? I have come to the realization that I need to go backwards and start living like the young person that I am. Garth Brooks was right when he said, "I'm much to young to feel this damn old." For the past year or so, I have been living my life like an old fart. Let's think about this for a minute...
1. I get up early. Even on weekends.
2. I'm in bed by 10:00. Even on weekends.
3. The number of pills I take daily is quickly multiplying.
4. During the past month, I have bought more facial creams/moisturizers/anti-wrinkle creams etc, than I ever have in my life.
5. Pajamas are on sometimes by 6:30.
6. Lounging on the couch seems so much more appealing than going out.
7. I think about death on a daily basis. (not to worry, I'm no suicidal or anything. Just about death in general)
8. I'm already planning my retirement.
9. It is fun to hang out with seniors. Especially dancing with them.
10. I am not as concerned about my appearance as I used to be. I have kind of "let myself go" as they say.

What happened to fun Amy? I am NOT that old. Maybe it's time for her to make a return to the scene. Who wants to help me find her??